Lost
So I'm 5 days from home, and I can't wait. I'm sitting in the lobby of our hostel in L.A. hastily typing this on Val's laptop. It costs $5 a night to use in Internet here and we're so broke that we're sharing it.
Coldplay is singing "Lost" over the radio and for some reason the lyrics seem particularly appropriate tonight.
Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I would cross
Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get
What I deserved
No better and no worse
I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
I'm just waiting 'til the shine wears off
You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
I'm just waiting until the firing stopped
I'm just waiting 'til the shine wears off
I'm just waiting 'til the shine wears off
I'm just waiting 'til the shine wears off
Today we took the Greyhound from San Diego to L.A. We're staying in this hostel that's right in the middle of Hollywood Bvld so we spent the day walking around, saw Mann's Chinese Theatre and all the hand prints and stars on the ground. Then we went over to the Sunset Strip for awhile. But to be honest it was nothing much.
Okay Cynthia broke my reflective mood by rushing in and telling the guy at the reception that she can't turn off the shower. HAHA. But actually I had problems with it just now too.
Anyway, tmr is Universal Studios, which I hope is fun and not too scary and/or expensive. Then it's a 2-day trip to see the Grand Canyon with a night in Las Vegas. Then back for one night in L.A. (Santa Monica and Venice) then home!
CORS is killing me. I'm like so confused and hate waiting to find out if I got a module. Basically I'm taking 3 lit modules and hopefully French with Yiyun and Introduction to World Religions with Amanda. The only thing is that I don't think I have enough points for French cause the lit mods are expensive. Hmmmm okay I don't think anyone cares about that but I just have to get it off my mind. Anyway, I just realised that this is my blog so I can write about anything I want!
I bought a bag that looks like a camera today!
Things I wanna do when I get home:
1. See everyone!
2. Eat Xiao Long Baos, Laksa, Sakae Sushi, ALL MY MUM'S COOKING
3. Move back into hall and decorate my room with all my new stuff!
4. Have a really really good long shower
5. Have a really really good long sleep
I think it's gonna be pretty hectic when I get home, I'm gonna be jumping straight into SWOC and school and whatnot. But I still can't wait. I think I'm just really tired of living out of suitcases and constantly being in a new place and all the buses/trains/planes and not having home-cooked food.
Next summer: Europe!






































